lilangel222

been awhile.

2008-08-06T15:32:11Z

It has been awhile since I have been, but I couldn't remember my password and I was having a hard time figuring out how to change it.=] I am glad that I can be back on here, it feels good to let all my emotions out. Even though nobody's reads what I write, but who cares, right? This is my favorite web sight right now, other than fan fiction.net, thats also my favorite. Things have been well for me. I just broke up with my former boyfriend, and it hurt me to leave him but I had too because he was cheating on me and I couldn't take that pain either. So I just left him, as bad as I wish that I could have him back things between me and him are through, so I don't worry about it anymore, or at least I try not anyways. School is getting ready to start back on Friday and im not even ready to go, things in school can be pretty boring. but o well, I guess I need the education right? The only thing that I will need it for is singing, dancing and writing poetry and stories. well I guess thats all I have to say. =]

im back

2007-12-27T17:36:25Z

well today is good so far, i guess.well i am waiting for my boyfriend to call me back, even though he probably wont call until like 8 tonight, all guys are like that, but anyways, i guess things are good, im still workig on my singing, but thats not going to good, and im working on my writing, wich gets better each and every day.well my life is good to, i guess, im back home with my mom, and that is really good, because thats one of the important things in life.well thats all i really have to say.

I LOVE RYAN FILBECK.

so far.

2007-12-22T13:22:12Z

well it is now december december 22nd, not to long till christmas, It has been a while since i have been on. things have been good so far i guess. Blake left me, but i aint to worried about him, becasue i got somebody better, ryan. well at least i think that me and him will work out, i havent really done anything to make him treat me like crap.well, i just recently got out of a fight with courtney willoughby.thank god that me and her barly even talk anymore. well, none of my friends really talk to me anymore, its not really my fault, they are the ones who hate me.

things are going good.

2007-07-25T12:57:21Z

thing used to be bad, but they have gotten better.I finally get to move back in with my mom.yea I cant wait.I get to be with my old and new friends.and I finally got a boyfriend that actually cares for me, and I am finally happy.after a long time of waiting, I am happy once again.

hey

2007-03-04T22:10:10Z

Well it has been awhile since I have been on so sorry it's been awhile.Things havent been going that god.I'm having to switch schools.And now I think my boyfriend dont trust me because of this and I also think that he is starting to hate me because of the way he acts around me.He always hanging up on me more than usual.He threatens to leave and everything, and it is starting to upset me.People say that I should brake up with him before he does it and brakes my heart.But I would never do that because I dont like to hurt people, And even if I tried to brake up with him, It would never work because my heart will not let me.because I love him.But sometimes I wonder if he even feels the same about me?

well whats worse?

2007-02-28T00:22:28Z

well sorry it has been awhile since i have been on. I have been kind of busy.Today wasnt all that bad besides getting called gothis once again by blaine jones.That jerk, I would do anything to get him suspended at this point of time.I came really close to slapping him and I am also gald I didnt because I would have got suspended and then I would be depressed because I would not have got to see blake.Well my datys have gotten better, and people are actually learning to leave me alone.So now I have learned that you should never listen to what people say.

lilangel222 @ 2007-02-08T17:32:00

2007-02-08T23:32:36Z

well it has been a while since i have been on but here we are, I am back.well today was alright.nobody really picked on me.coach o, called me and blake love birds. and then mr.mccoy asked me and blake if we really do go out.Well today was an alright day I just hope that I have a good night.

fsdfasefgndcvibregbjvrjexcfbnfji

2007-02-04T22:26:09Z

Today was just another mixed in day.People just got on my nerves alot.They kept calling me retarded so i went in my room and talked to blake over the phone.(like always.)That is pretty muchit as I can remember anyways.

fwfhsfuighrejincrhegjgnre

2007-02-04T03:37:57Z

Today was actually a good day. well of course it was there was no school today.I went to my boyfrined,blake, house.we watched a lot of movies and we played the playstation and then we went out side and shot some guns.Well my day a pretty good so, i guess i am just going to get off for now.

depression.

2007-02-02T22:06:46Z

Today was a really bad day.I have been crying ever sincescience class today.people kept telling me that blake herndon didnt love me and that he still loved whitley and i knew that was a lie, so i dont know why i started crying.but i can tell you one thing that i was pooring down tears and i couldnt stop crying so my language arts teacher coach oglesby, sent me and whitley up to the cancelers office to help out with all the depression and crap like that.well thats all that i have to say for today even though it was a really bad day.well i hope all of yall that reads this had or has a good day or better days then what i have.

waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

2007-02-01T23:26:52Z

Today was a better day then usally.People werent teasing and picking on me like they usually do.May day was drama free.i didnt get into know arguements or fights and nobody actually got mad at me for no reason again.well i hope everybody else winds up with a day like mine bye.

mixed in with good and bad.

2007-01-31T22:59:38Z

today was pretty good.blake got into a fight with devon.then i got mad because blaine and cody would not leave me alone.then we had a substitute on the bus and she ticked me off.she got all up in my face becasue i laughed at what a friend said.people told me i should have at least slapped her.but i agree with them.well that also pretty much it for my bad day.and i am hoping my days will get better here real soon.

these bad days.

2007-01-30T23:51:31Z

today was also another bad day.i almost got sick in science class.i didnt get to see blake because he was in iss for not wearing a belt. then i had to deal with john v, robert, and blake hughbanks.thats pretty much it for my pretty bad day.i forgot to menchun i had to deal with other people living in my house.

please read

2007-01-28T22:53:30Z

Today was mixed in between a good andbad day.My, boyfriend blake, was acting kind of upset.i am just hoping he aint mad at me.I had to babysit most of the day today and i didnt like it that much bercause that is one of the things i dont like to do.The only good thing that happened to day is that i got some kind of peace and i got to talk to blake most of the day.well that's about it for today as iremember of.

my fatness.

2007-01-27T00:17:09Z

today was also another bad day.me and my so called best friendgot into an arguement becaus she got wrote up for flicking someone off.so she called me fat and i also found out that people talk about me behind my back and they say that i am fat and ugly.i know that it's the truth but god they dont have to say things like that to me. it hurts my feelings.well thats about it for my bad day and hopefully it will not stay bad.

a really bad day.

2007-01-24T22:48:50Z

hey, today was a pretty bad day.I had to go to my malma's funaral.it was really depressing at moments. people kept crying out and it almost made me cry.Then after we left malma's funaral, we stopped by my dad's grave and that was when i started pooring down tears.I could not handle the fact that my dad is already gone and my malma is now gone too.

lilangel222 @ 2007-01-23T13:25:00

2007-01-23T21:32:40Z

Hey people go easy on me. This is my 1st journal. Today was kinda depressing. My malma died a few days ago and i still not over it.It kinda made me mad when i was trying to think a boy name dustin Tried to say i was asleep and he hit his hand on my desk really hard.We then got into an arguement about him saying i was alseep.

Thats mainly it for my horrable day to day.